Moving on from our mistakes

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We’ve all had a lot of time alone to think recently, with restrictions forcing people inside and limiting our social contact with others. When we don’t have as much going on in our lives outside of our homes to distract us, we can sometimes end up going down a bit of a negative spiral. One thing that I know some have been thinking about a bit lately is mistakes.

Mistakes are something we all make, and we all make them differently. Some people make little mistakes, and some make bigger mistakes. Some mistakes are inconsequential, and some are more life-altering. Some people are more prone to making mistakes, while a small number of very lucky people can get away with making just a few.

I myself have made my fair share. And being more vulnerable than ‘normal people’ has meant that I don’t always get up, brush myself off and continue on as I did before in a physical sense.

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Most recently, I was driving my wheelchair at night and accidentally drove off an unmarked step, fell out, and rammed my head into a beam. And I’d had a few bumps and bruises before that over my 26 years. From slipping over while running in flip flops on wet concrete, to running upstairs in slippers and catching my foot on the top step, to tripping down stairs in the rain at school, and, one time, getting so focused on a game of table tennis back when I was physically able to play that I ran for a shot, kicked a wall and broke my toe. And those are just a few examples.

Not all mistakes involve physical injury, which is true for everybody.

Something I’ve learned, perhaps more quickly due to having a progressive condition that is exacerbated by trauma, is that there’s not much to be achieved by dwelling on mistakes. We all make them. And depending on what the mistake is, chances are we might make it again.

For me, I have fallen over multiple times, and I will likely fall over again. Sure, some of these mistakes may have led to a progression of my condition, but it’s a progressive condition and so would have happened anyway. The only thing I can do to guarantee I won’t fall over is to spend my whole life in bed, but that’s not an option for me. It still wouldn’t stop FOP, but it would stop me living life.

Everyone has always said that we’re supposed to learn from our mistakes, and that’s true in some cases. I fall over doing something and then I change the way I do it, but that doesn’t stop me falling over another way. I think the more important message to take away from our mistakes is how to move on from them, because we must move on. All of the mistakes we each make during our lives are part of the unique tapestries that make us our individual, beautiful and special selves.

We never know when our time on earth is up, but we do know that it’s inevitably going to be a relatively short time.

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So why should we spend it wallowing in self-pity and feeling bad about ourselves? The honest truth is that we were the ones who made the mistakes. It’s done, and we don’t have a time machine to go back and undo them. And we’re not going to achieve much from overanalysing them and trying to blame someone else; or, conversely, from sitting around blaming ourselves.

But it’s not the end. We all have the strength and ability, metaphorically, to get ourselves up, brush ourselves off and keep on living. We are lucky to have this fleeting time on earth, so we need to make the most of it and not waste it!

25 thoughts on “Moving on from our mistakes

    1. Thanks for reading Suzanna, glad you are getting something out of the posts! Hope you’re keeping well

  1. Thanks Ollie. Really like this blog. It’s about more than just resilience. You show how it can be done. Thanks for sharing.

    1. Thank you for reading Lisa, and for your comment. Hope you and the family are keeping well.

  2. What a wonderful read! It always amazes me when a writer writes something that every reader can fit into their own lives! Thanks Oliver!

    1. Thanks so much for reading and for your comment. That is definitely my hope – that these posts don’t just apply to people with FOP or even people with other sorts of disabilities, but could really apply to and help anybody!

  3. Ollie this is so true in anything. We must learn to move on from those mistakes! Thank you for those words!

  4. Another great one Ollie, my youngest in her early teen years once said to me, if I do not make mistakes I will never grow or learn. Today she is an entrepreneur. I believe they were very wise words. I look forward to your next write up!

  5. Hey Ollie! What a fantastic message and so well written. I really appreciate you sharing your unique insight in such an ecumenical way. I can’t wait to share it with the teenagers in my life. Thank you!

  6. Great words of wisdom Ollie! I love reading your blog. You are such a kind, thoughtful man and thought provoking in a very clever way. Love you ❤️

  7. Howdy! This article could not be written much better! Reading through this post reminds me of my previous roommate! He always kept preaching about this. I am going to forward this information to him. Fairly certain he will have a good read. Thank you for sharing! Prudy Sanson Desirae

  8. Thank you for sharing your thoughts. I truly appreciate your efforts and I am waiting for your further write ups thanks once again. Benni Mendy Marilin

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